things to thinks

what I perceive as God's biggest mistakes for creation

1. allowing us to do things that we know is wrong.
2. sex being the method for birth not love.
3. for not being a 'visual' God.

Discuss.

why everything sucks

• God creates Lucifer. Lucifer rebels.
• God creates Adam and Eve. They rebel.
• God commits genocide by flood to eradicate sin. Sin persists.
• God plays out his own death to make us feel guilty. Most of us remain disobedient.
• God puts the salvation of the world in the hands of his Christian followers, who with their continuous atrocities, hypocritical amorality and arrogant lies proceed to alienate intelligent and moral people worldwide, losing them forever.
• Ultimately, God will destroy the world (again) and all souls will be judged. Will THIS slaughter finally solve the problem?

Discuss.

Giving us freewill is like giving us the choice to choose the wrong choice.

No freewill means always doing the right thing.

somesay without free will, we are not human. more like robots who cannot truly love God.

but hey, I personally believe without freewill, we become more like Jesus.

Discuss.

i'm back!

foc team for adm threatened to put me on a reserved list because i want to leave on one of the days for soph's birthday. wth.

yyay

i hope i didnt screw up the scholarship interview... sigh. i had to lug all my huge stuff to the mica building but i ended up not presenting the pieces i wanted to... sigh. so many things i could have said but i didnt.

i downloaded the west side story OST. so awesome. i love mp3locker. best thing that had ever happened to the music industry! the songs give me happy shivers. like pee shivers.

my shortstory thing is becoming real boring. i am really trying to really finish up mr and mrs jones but everyday, i just manage to write abit abit, then i get bored of it. i really admire those people who can write miles... its so much plannings. and when you write you really need the mood. when the mood is gone, you dont write good things. sigh. hopefully i can finish the story by end of this month. i can say i am about midway only. although the framework is there. i have changed the plot in some parts. hopefully i pull it all together. i also changed computer since my HP one died on me, i switched to the lenovo which i so much more minimalistic becuse it is not running on vista. but thing is it is so minimalistic, i am not even using Word to write. i'm wroting on notepad, rich text format. retarded ubt true.

Her eyes gaped in the chasm where his heart laid vulnerable

When i was editing my story, I am surprised at my use of english!

okay i have finished reading perfect match. the ending is really woah. i didnt know caleb would reallyhave killed father gwen. i was really struck by how parents could go to such lengths and deny it for their very children. awesome. i just got plain truth and second glance. hoping to start on second glance asap.

if trying to change what you cannot control just makes matters worse, run away. run far far away even if you have nowhere to go. you will get peace for the moment and you will soon start living for such moments. in the end, you'll be a better person.

I AM SHORTLISTED FOR DESIGN SINGAPORE SCHOLARSHIP.

OH MY GOSH.

sh00

just waiting for this to come to singapore in topman. its a normal shoe i know but i was looking for one that isnt chunky and made of canvas, hence this topman one. its out in the website but not in stores. hence the wait. it shld cost about SD$35 here. waiting!

perfect match

perfect match is a great book. i read a few pages everyday. i had a peek into the mind of a mother with a child. it was really traumatic and a big eye-opener. i could not encomass the vastity of the love till i see every thought process expressed in her perspective in the book. although the plot at some parts were very predictable, i was still pulled by the relationships she built. i am halfway through the book and it seems too much is revealed, so i speculate more twists for the 2nd half. i'm excited.

still nothing beats my favorite, Salem Falls. i dont know why but ya. to piccoult, pls dont produce anymore my sisters keeper crap. i prefer your older ones somehow.